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Ehh…screw it

Monday, October 29th, 2007

The last time we needed to get the attention of Sean’s brother, we wound up sending him a funny letter with our phone number.¬† Why?¬† Because his brother has the habit of getting his phone turned off based on the fact that he must love having to memorize new phone numbers every few months.¬† His in-laws don’t have a phone and were using his line to get the “important calls” and then it got to the point of just being bill collectors so naturally changing the phone number was the only way to get rid of them.¬† I don’t blame him, and I’d be very annoyed with my in-laws if they did that to me – but it won’t so I’m not concerned about it.

Anyway, we still haven’t heard from him – even with an in-law going over to the house for us to relay the message.¬† So we’re to a point now where we’re going to send another letter.¬† I figure tomorrow we’ll just ship one out and hopefully hear from him before the weekend and then take the drive up almost two weeks after we originally scheduled.¬† It’s annoying but I guess we have no choice in the matter.

I headed across the street to Kmart today.¬† I picked up a few needed items for the house, as well as some things that are coming with me to Ohio (if we ever hear from his brother).¬† Right now there are King Down Alternative Comforters on sale for $39.¬† I didn’t want it in white but as long as there’s some bleach in the house I’m not too concerned about that.¬† I almost picked up a new sheet set but there really is no point when I already have a good set on the bed at the moment.¬† I also didn’t feel like spending $80 on the King sheet set that I really wanted considering it only came with two pillow cases.¬† We have four pillows on the bed and this particular set doesn’t have alternate pieces that could be added to it.¬† I don’t like mixing and matching.

I picked up what I thought was a Razr, but it’s actually a KRAZR.¬† Close enough, $40 prepaid – I don’t need a plan right now there’s no point.¬† I only use a cell phone for emergencies anyway.¬† I don’t know how anyone could be on the phone for more than 10 minutes but that may be based on the fact that I’m not exactly a chatterbox either.

I picked up a cheapy lava-lamp but that’s because I thought it would be larger than it actually is.¬† It’s been “warming up” for a while and now it’s finally moving the way that they’re supposed to.¬† I’ve always wanted a large floor lava lamp but spending $200 on something that unimportant would just be reckless spending on my part.

The clock in the living room decided to change itself a week early, so it’s only 12:30 in there, but every other clock in the house is telling me 1:30, probably should have checked on that before I sat down for the night.¬† I’m too tired to really accomplish anything and now that I know that I’m an hour behind on just about everything that just adds to my “ehh screw it” mood.

Laundry = DONE

Saturday, October 20th, 2007

It took a lot longer than anticipated but my laundry is finally complete and at almost 2:30 in the morning I can now start packing so I can get to bed and hopefully wake up refreshed enough to hop in the car and get up to New York without falling asleep.¬† I already know that Bella is going to insist on being in my lap for the entire trip up.¬† On top of that I’m going to have to force some food down her throat before we even leave the house so that her stomach isn’t overturning itself in the car.¬† Oh this is going to be SO much fun.

I’m Ready!

Friday, October 12th, 2007

I’ve decided to park my ass in the living room again. I’ve been doing it for a few days but today I have even more of a reason than I did, yes – this one tops the whole working environment for me. I already have the TV tuned to Lifetime, but that’s typical for me considering I tend to watch it all day long anyway.

Tonight marks the start of season two for Lisa Williams – Life Among The Dead. I’ve been a fan of this show since it first aired last year and I can not wait for the season to start. It’s then followed by Americas Psychic Challenge but I’m unsure of if I’ll pay close attention to that or not. I’ve always been interested in that world. I think I grew more interested when I lost Joe, but knowing now that he’s around for sure that’s helped my healing process.

So tonight I’m sending Sean to the mailbox on his way to pick up dinner, I decided to have Chinese tonight because I’m really in no mood to do any cooking. From there Lisa should be on a few hours later and I’ll enjoy some ice cream and psychic ability and that’ll be my night…heh.

Keeping warm…and calm.

Thursday, October 11th, 2007

I’m freezing. I guess I got used to the warmer weather down here because I can’t stand the 55° that we’re in now. I just ran to the bedroom to pull one of my sweat shirts out of storage. I have all of my winter clothes vacuum packed at the moment. With the warm front in the area there’s been no real need behind my taking things out earlier than usual. I know that before we move I’m going to have to switch things around based on the cooler weather that’s normal this time of year. I like the cold, growing up in NY you get used to the cold. It’s just the fact of adjusting to warmer weather that’s kind of getting to me at the moment.

Guess I’ll be brewing that tea sooner than anticipated. I’ve been looking into a few different things for the house and I found the Bodum Assam 4-cup Tea Press at Target. I’m content with the standard tea bags at the moment but I think using a gadget specifically for tea brewing would be a pretty handy thing to have around. I love coffee, don’t get me wrong, but sometimes you don’t want a heavy caffeine, you want something light and tasty and I think that’s why I go with green tea more than standard. It helps to regulate you, I’ll tell you that from the get go, but there’s also a warm and calming effect with it. That with random lavender accents around the house will really keep me calm, I’ll say that much.

Still Awake…

Monday, October 1st, 2007

I can’t sleep and I hate when this happens.¬† Sean is in the office playing Halo 3, Bella’s snoring her little head off next to me and since it’s after 5:30am, an alarm clock is going off in excess because it’s owner is a dead sleeper who refuses to get out of bed until about 6am.¬† I never thought alarm clocks were made to be that loud but if it’ll wake the dead then it’ll wake the rest of the complex too.

I tried going to sleep about two hours ago.¬† But when you spend time looking at the ceiling and your brain won’t shut up long enough for you to relax then actually falling asleep just doesn’t seem like an option at that point in time.¬†¬† Hopefully this will change soon because I’m sick of being awake at this point.

On Friday I brought Bella in to the groomer.¬† I’m not really happy with the result, but I’m not unhappy either.¬† Knowing that Winter is just around the corner, having her shaved down now seemed reasonable because by December she’ll be back to her usual fluffy self and just some upkeep here and there to avoid heavy matting is all that really needs to be done during the winter months.¬† I asked for my usual puppy cut, cut the nails, squeeze the anals so she doesn’t drag her ass across the floor, thin out the ears and definitely thin out the tail.¬† I leave and hang around for the day until about 2pm when they call to have me come and get her.¬† The groomer comes out with this little tan dog that’s dying to get to me but looks NOTHING like Bella at all.¬† She cut too short around the face but left these fluffy ears so she kind of looks like an alien with a wig on.¬† Her tail was done right though, but they did cut a little too close to the skin and I have to say this is one of the shortest puppy-cuts I’ve ever seen.

So this, to me, explains why she’s been so clingy being as she’s freezing her ass off thanks to the damn weather change.¬† She never usually gets cold, but she’s been shivering lately which has Sean comparing her to a Chihuahua.¬† Based on how thin her face and legs are now, yea I can see the comparison, but that doesn’t mean it needs to be verbalized.

I knew it was going to start getting cooler down here but the 80 degree days followed by 50 degree over-nights are more than enough to drive someone to the point of being violently ill.¬† I know that my nose is starting to run because I’m freezing at night and then sweating my proverbial balls off during the day.

Oh great, now Princess is looking to get into the bedroom.¬† I’m going to force myself to sleep so I don’t have to listen to anymore whimpering.¬† She’s trying to get into Karen’s room but for some reason Karen left her in the living room tonight and I won’t be awake long enough to find out why so I’ll ask later – I guess I only noted it here as a reference for when I get back online this afternoon.¬† I forget things when I’m tired, I always have.

Halo 3, Loans, Sickness and Stress

Tuesday, September 25th, 2007

Sean’s birthday was this past Friday, I gave him a gift certificate to EB Games because tonight was the launch of Halo 3.¬† He’s been playing Halo 2 for the past four years or so and the anticipation, plus the hype, surrounding Halo 3¬†was bound to spark his interest.¬† Me, being the good girlfriend that I am,¬†decided to give him a $150 gift card so he could get the limited edition version that game in some helmet with a few other disks.¬† I figure since it’s the last installment, it’s something he really wanted, and it isn’t worth waiting in line for hours just to pick up a single game – the $130 limited edition would be more than worth it.

I was expecting him to be gone for a while, he left at 11:30 for the Midnight launch but found out earlier this week that the Halo 2 launch had a pretty large turn out, so much so that the parking lot was full and the line stretched from EB Games to Superfresh.¬† This is about 1,000 or so feet, so I assumed this time that he’d be gone for a while, so I curled up in bed and started reading my new book.¬† He walked in the door at 12:15 and I’m sitting here thinking “Oh shit, what happened?”.¬† He had this large box in his hand and literally jumped for joy, he was #50 on a line of 100 pre-order people, the non-preorder line was quite long so he’s happy that he’s already completely paid for the game.¬† He walked in with the voucher and his photo ID and the rest was history.¬† Now he’s playing in the office, and I’m on Karen’s computer in the kitchen because my laptops in the office and walking in front of him isn’t an option right now.

On the loan front, instead of Sean and I co-borrowing, I’ve gotten in touch with my father and he’s willing to co-sign on a loan for me.¬†¬†I didn’t want to ask him, but with the amount of money we’re looking to take out, having someone with a 760+ credit score is the only option.¬† I’m in the 680-700 range, Sean probably doesn’t even rank based on his credit history so maybe going with my father on the loan will get us the money we need to get out of here.¬† So tomorrow I’ll be making a phone call for all of the information and going from there.¬† Hopefully this is the route that works, if not – we’re completely tapped for ideas.¬† Staying in Delaware would be great but it’s just too expensive.¬† I refuse to live in Pennsylvania and New York (while it would be the best option for me) isn’t the best option for my wallet.¬† An apartment anywhere on the Island is going to cost more money than we can spare if we’re paying back a loan.¬† And knowing the Island the way that I do, anything “affordable” is usually in the worst of area’s so it’s not even worth it at this point.

It’s not that we don’t HAVE the money that we need in order to get out of here.¬† It’s just the matter of extra expenses showing up.¬† We could easily put our savings into getting his car fixed, or even getting a new one, but that would wipe out the account either way and then we’d be back to square one.¬† Having the extra money via a loan is the only option right now.

I’m not sure if it’s the fact that the loan situation is getting to me, the fact that my period is coming to an end or just the weather in general but I’ve been under the weather for the past few weeks and it’s getting harder and harder to shake it.¬† Frequent headaches have had me in bed for longer than I’d like to be, I’m lucky I can even sit up straight right now considering the throbbing.¬†¬†I’ve put myself back on antibiotics because my tooth has been acting up and a dentist won’t touch me until the swelling goes down, another reason for the money crunch right now.¬† You go out of your way to eat better, lose some more weight than you currently were, and that one freaking piece of broccoli can rip a soft tooth in half.¬† The nerve is exposed, so I’ve been having trouble chewing, it’s just the swelling that’s stopping me from getting any work done.

Bella seems as though she’s feeling a little better, I’m scheduling an appointment for Thursday to get her groomed.¬† She’s starting to get a little matted down on her ears, I’ve done a good job on keeping her brushed out so that they don’t form around her legs, but trying to get anywhere near her face with a scissor is like pulling teeth.¬† I’ll have the groomer take care of it.¬† I figure if I get it done now,¬†she’s covered for Winter until the next time she has to go back.¬† And if it gets too cold, she’s got a jacket so there’s no big deal.

I get picked on for having clothes for the dog, but it’s not like she’s running around the house in a little tshirt that says “Princess” on it or something.¬† I have a standard heavy jacket that just snaps on for Winter.¬† Vets and animal lovers across the globe have said that if it’s too cold for you, it’s too cold for your dog.¬† So yea, in 40 degree weather, she’s not exactly freezing, but when it drops down to like 15, as predicted in Ohio, she’s going to need one.

In any event, it’s pushing 1am and that means it’s time to get my ass to bed.

I’m confused…

Sunday, September 23rd, 2007

The last few days have been kind of strange. Nothing seems to be working out the way it should. I went to turn on my laptop and instead of loading the Desktop, it would just get to the windows boot screen and reset itself. It took a few days, mainly due to procrastination, but now everything seems to be running just fine. Bella’s been sick, to the point that she’s been going in the house, something she hasn’t done in years. I’m still not feeling too hot. The loan situation has us kind of down but we’re working on getting around that. And yet another bump in the road is the fact that Sean’s car is on the verge of death. The compressor is going, so any loan money we happen to get – a lot of it will go towards a new car. I’m not talking a 2007, but something newer than the 1995 he’s been driving. He doesn’t want to get rid of his car, but when it’s going to cost like $1500 to fix it, we’d be better off spending $3,000 on something that’s a few years younger (1999-2000) and has a lot less miles on it. I think his car has like 150,000 on it or something. It’s just time for an upgrade. We were going to take the drive next weekend to visit his brother but knowing that his car could die at any minute, staying local is the only option right now. I know everything happens for a reason, but I’m having trouble trying to figure out exactly what the hell is going on, and it’s driving me crazy.

Funk-tastic.

Thursday, September 20th, 2007

I’ve been in a funk for the last couple of weeks. From the server issues to the PMDD and the fact that I’m just not feeling very well in general, I’ve been spending a lot of time in bed. It’s not that I’m not getting any work done, I’ve just switched myself back to my laptop for a little while. Go figure, I drop $180 on a second monitor and I don’t even bother to use the desktop anymore. The original monitor is acting up a little bit, it’s making a buzzing sound that is strange to hear out of an LCD. If it happens to die on me, oh well. I’m under warranty for another couple of months and I have to go up to NY in the near future anyway so I can just walk into Microcenter and get a replacement.

With all of the time I’ve spent in bed, I’ve been going through a lot of things in preparation for the upcoming move. Getting rid of paperwork and other things that really don’t need to make the move with us, and would really just add to the excess of clutter we currently have. I’ve also been building up a large bookmarks folder for the things that I’m going to need to purchase before or directly after we move in. A coffee maker, for me, is the most important thing considering I can’t really function without coffee, I’ve also been looking into a lot of housewares so that we can move in and be able to LIVE once we get the house cleaned out from the previous owners.

Vision BeddingKnowing that there’s going to be one room in the house that’s all mine, I’ve been looking into a lot of things for the bedroom, I want a room where I can kick back and relax – I’ve even looked into Teen Bedding because there are a lot of funky designs out there that would keep me very happy. The one to the left was one of the first ones I looked into. It’s got a really cool vector design, and they print bedding for up to a king sized duvet cover, which I think is pretty cool. There’s also the option of sending in your own images and having them blown up. So essentially I could take my favorite desktop image and have it turned into a throw blanket to snuggle up with in the living room on those cold Ohio nights.

There are a lot of options available, even dog beds with personalized pictures. I’m not sure if I would take that route though, Bella already stares herself down in the mirror, attempting to get behind the mirror to sniff things out, I could only imagine what she’d try to do if she was looking at a bed with her face on it, heh.

Sean and I have a lot of packing to accomplish, I really sat down and looked at everything going on in the office and kind of went to hide back in the much-cleaner bedroom.¬† You don’t realize how much stuff you can accumulate until you have to pack it all up.

I’m surprised.

Wednesday, September 5th, 2007

I have to say that I’m surprised with how well Bella did when Karen’s sister was here this past weekend. I was concerned how she was going to react to the kids because she hasn’t been around them in a while but she was pretty good, and her usual cute self. She attempted to sleep with one of them, he wanted to be left alone so he asked that she be taken off his bed. And when it came to the other, he’s a dog lover by nature so while Bella and Princess kind of took over his bed, he put himself on the floor. I thought that was sweet, but the dogs don’t need to be there either – so I moved them both. Princess wasn’t too happy but it isn’t her bed to make that choice.

Her sister left this morning, but supposedly she’s coming back sometime next week. Her kids start school in a few hours, and next week they already have a day off for the holiday. Then the following week they have a three-day weekend with another holiday. Why do they even bother to start school if they’re going to close down for a few days two weeks in a row?

I probably never noticed that kind of schedule when I was in high school, but I’ll tell ya – thinking back on it now – it was probably one of the stupidest things I’ve ever heard of.

More sleep and a new bed.

Tuesday, September 4th, 2007

I woke up pretty late today, so much for staying on a regular schedule. I didn’t get to sleep until about 7am, but I’ve been ass-deep in getting as many things accomplished as humanly possible. Mainly for financial reasons, but there’s a few biggies there.

We’ve purchased a new bed from Restonic, it should be here sometime next week and my back is hopefully going to thank me for it considering it’s been screaming at me for the last few days.¬† We got an AMAZING deal on it too. It’s factory direct from Restonic, retailed at $1800 if one were to purchase it in the store, we got it for $650. Did I mention this was a KING Plushtop w/ Memory Foam? Talk about a good deal, hm? Karen works for a furniture store and this was an employee promotion so she put in the order for us and the rest is cake. We’re on a make-shift king at the moment, two twin liners on the floor so it’s very uncomfortable. I’m going to head over to Walmart, maybe even the Mill Outlet (linins store) and pick up a king fitted and flat sheet then that’s basically taken care of. I’ll be off the floor, the room will look cleaner because it will be easier to differentiate between Bella’s bed an ours. It’ll also be so much easier to get out of bed because now it’s just stepping down instead of having to stand up. That really does hurt in the morning with how my back is going. I dread getting on the floor at night but when you have to crash, you have to crash.

Twitching over new toys

Tuesday, September 4th, 2007

Sean and I took a trip up to Best Buy in Dover today because he found a decent deal on a monitor and wanted to look at it in person before he went ahead and purchased it. A quick $180 on a 20″ Widescreen, and we were then homeward bound. He’s got it setup but his computer is acting funny so he hasn’t been able to enjoy it yet. Either way he actually has a desk again thanks to the loss of a massive CRT and that’s just gravy.

As for me, my left eye has been twitching all freaking day long and the superstitious end of me knows that it either means a streak of luck is coming or something horrible is coming. An actual eye resource, and not some hippy tree-hugging website that claims to have the answer to everything notes that it’s based on fatigue/stress. It only started about an hour ago but my eye randomly focusing in and out isn’t helping me concentration, that’s for sure.

Only took an hour!

Sunday, September 2nd, 2007

Once I figured out exactly what the hell I wanted to do here, then gave up and wound up just making a new header image and changing some colors around. September’s template is born. “Uhm…Krissy? It’s the same one you had for August!” Yep, that’s why in actuality it took me 10 minutes to complete once the graphics based shit was completed.

I’m getting my ass in gear on some work for other things. I have some posting to do, some emails to write and other random things to accomplish. Hopefully once of which will be food considering I’ve only been eating once a day for the last week (not sure why) and it’s been almost 24 hours so my stomach is screaming at me. I’ll find some toast somewhere, there’s got to be bread in the house that hasn’t turned to mold yet. With the humidity here, I’m lucky to get a loaf to last more than 3 days! :ugh:

Weekend Round-up

Sunday, September 2nd, 2007

After quite a bit of searching through many search engines, and forums no less, I was able to come across a screen saver that worked under a dual monitor configuration. I played around with the trial, liked what I saw, and now I’m happy to see tons of fish every time I come back to my desk. I’m easy to please. I would have a big fish tank of my own but my allergies are extremely sensitive and just walking past a truck that’s unloading fresh fish I break out in hives. I personally don’t think I could handle having to deal with cleaning tanks at this point either. So I went for the virtual route and I couldn’t be happier. I dropped a quick $20 at dreamaquarium.com, for those interested in it as well. I had one that came with XP Plus but there was no way to set it for multiple monitors, so that’s all figured out. I’m also happy to know that Active Desktop gives you the ability to have different wallpapers on each setup. I’m all customized now heh.

I’m going through email at the moment, I’ve reinstalled Thunderbird in hopes that my issues are resolved. I found out that Paypal was having some trouble this past weekend with payments so hopefully that’s all cleared up soon. I know I’m waiting on money from escrow on many sites, plus the subscription payments being processed for hosting. Either way I’m sure it will all resolve itself eventually.

I haven’t gotten much work done in the past few days. I think it all began to catch up with me so I’ve kind of “crashed” so to speak. I was also busy cleaning as well, so that didn’t help my work-based concentration very much either. Needless to say, I’m getting back on track and hopefully I’ll have another $2500 month. I fell about $500 short of my goal but either way I’m very content with it, so that’s all that matters.

Keep fighting it…

Thursday, August 30th, 2007

For the past 12 hours, at least, I’ve been cleaning. I’m sure I could have accomplished it in half the time but that’s based on the fact that I kept getting side-tracked with other things. The bathroom took me about an hour, tile is a bitch to clean sometimes. I accomplished the kitchen, even having enough time while cleaning to throw some cookies in the oven for Sean. The living room is the cleanest I’ve personally ever seen it and now I’m working on my third load of laundry. Once I can get that into the dryer, I know for sure that I’m going right to sleep. My eyes keep freaking crossing on me.

Hoppers (yep, chose a name) wasn’t around tonight. I’m sure he was around the house but considering I can’t see what’s going on in the grass below – who knows. I just know he wasn’t on the porch to keep me company tonight during quick smoke breaks.

Sean and I attempted to head into a local mattress store tonight. We were on our way to the super market and wound up going across the street to this place first, not even sure if I remember the name but it also isn’t a chain so that may explain it. They’re running a deal right now where beds start in the $400 range, I’d say that’s a fairly decent price for a temporary bed. It’ll at least get us up off the floor and we can throw out the foam pads we’ve been sleeping on for the last few months. My back is finished, my hip is now acting up and I know he isn’t very comfortable either. Unfortunately, they were closed so we couldn’t look around to see what was on sale but I’m sure we’ll make a run over there tomorrow.

The reason for our trip to the supermarket was due to the fact that some bone head in the complex decided that they didn’t have any propane to BBQ and switched the tanks out on us. The gage is also missing a piece of glass so I want to assume they just unscrewed the whole thing, switched it out, then went from there. Sean noted that the cover for the BBQ never really stayed on properly and at first I was convinced that it was only the wind. Now I’m starting to think that someone has purposely been taking it off just to switch out the tank. I have no idea what actually happened but I can say that it’s not the tank we brought home a few weeks ago and we know neither one of us changed it out for an empty one.

I’m trying very hard to stay awake right now, I’m not sure how much longer I have left until I officially crash though. I do have to clean off my desk because it looks like hell. Then I have to head back into the kitchen and finish a few small things up. I just wish the damn dryer would work faster!

Hopping around

Tuesday, August 28th, 2007

While I still don’t feel as though I accomplished anything today, I did manage to get through everything on my to do list – so I guess that counts for something. There’s still a long list of things to get done before Saturday but a deadline is a deadline and I like to meet and/or exceed them as much as possible. It keeps me on my toes, and typically the client is happy as well.

FedEX finally updated their tracking system and I’ve learned that my monitor is coming out of Exton, PA. I know that this is only about 2 hours away from me so I’ll be happy to see it when I wake up in the morning. This, of course, depends on whether or not I can get myself back on track.

I know that you’re supposed to take antibiotics for exactly how many days your doctor prescribed but when the infection seems to have cleared up two days prior to the bottle being empty, do you really have to? I know, “Krissy, you’re being stupid!” but I just don’t like having to sleep things off, I need to be productive damn it!

Labor Day weekend is coming up and the locals are anticipating the return to normalcy the moment the weekend is over. Tourists will go back home, the boardwalk will be cleaner, and we don’t have to worry about the crazies that seem to only come out of the woodwork when the heat shows up. THANK GOD!

In other news, we have a new pet. I went outside tonight to find a chubby little Frog hanging out by the front door. Knowing that I’ve seen a few of them hopping around before, I left it alone and walked right past it. Sean tried to help it out by putting it back on the grass but the frog has very obviously refused and is now back on the porch keeping an eye on the door for us. Bella treated it as a new toy, but knowing full well that this one doesn’t squeak we pulled her away from it instantly. He hopped inside when Sean brought Bella in from her walk but he quickly pushed him back out the door. I’m not sure why but this one seems like a special little buddy and something tells me he’ll be around for a while. Guess I should name him, huh? Any recommendations? Maybe tomorrow I’ll snap a picture of him or something, I’m sure he’ll still be on the porch hiding in the corner.

A theory I have is the bug zapper, maybe he’s picked up on the fact that anything that’s killed on the zapper is usually kicked back out (depending on what size it is) and the reason it’s so fat is based on the fact that it’s just eating very well. Either way I’ll consider him my new buddy and move on from there.

It’s almost 4am, guess I should start getting ready for bed. Whether I actually fall asleep is a completely different story.

Lingering.

Monday, August 27th, 2007

It’s a little after 4:30 and I’m starting to wonder why I’m still awake. I’ve made the attempt at laying down and crashing for the night but there’s so much going on in my head that coming back to the office to figure it all out was just the only route to take. I wrote up my to-do list for the week, I’ve cleaned off my desk in anticipation for my new monitor, I even wound up heading into the kitchen and putting some dishes away just because they were in the sink and bothering the crap out of me.

On the top of my to-do list is accomplishing a September template, I may wind up just changing the color scheme of this one though. I actually like it too much to archive it so I’ll break my own ‘rules’ and leave it up for a while. When someone says “September” what colors pop out at you? And Di if you say “school bus yellow” I’ll head up to NY and smack you with a trout. I was thinking reds/oranges but that’s more of an October thing. I have no idea what the birthstone color is for September either, however I’m sure that can easily be found out through a quick Google search. I’m just too lazy to do it. Sapphire, that works out for me considering I was thinking blue anyway.

The meds are just kicking my ass, that’s really the only thing I can say that would explain the funk. Dreams are really messed up, my stomach is always bothering me because of whatever reaction the antibiotics are having on it, and to top that off I just don’t have the drive to do much of anything, even a well-written to-do list can’t keep me focused, usually that was the case.

I know I’m lacking creativity, on top of that I’m sure I just need a vacation because I haven’t really gone anywhere in quite some time. Sean and I have been unable to get down to the beach thanks to all of the Benny’s, and usually it’s the Ocean that sparks some kind of energy in me, and I’m not sure why either. I guess I’ll just have to wait until after Labor Day for things to get back to normal. It’s not like we could walk around on the beach anyway, his knee has been bothering him and my back isn’t doing to great at the moment either. I tried some more of that Freeze-It stuff, but it only works for like 10 minutes on me. I’ve also been in pain for years and even hefty muscle relaxers never did the trick…all I did was wind up sleeping too much.

It just sucks…I don’t know.